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Back then you had to be at least 18 years old and enter in credit card information to get full access to porn sites, but the landing pages were still usually full of pornographic pictures. That was good enough for two year-old boys. Fast forward another year.

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After every session, I would feel an awful amount of disgust with myself and my body felt hollow and dark. Then came the invention of the webcam.

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Brittany is my life, and we are together for a reason. A reason much larger than I understand. After this incident, we have been seeing a therapist together once a week and it helps immeasurably. It makes dealing with this addiction a lot easier. I am proud to say that since confessing my last mistake to Brittany almost two months ago, I have been clean.

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There have been many times where the urge has been almost unbearable to look, but I have put up the fight. With a generation of internet users growing up with unlimited access to porn at their fingertips, our society is witnessing neec major epidemic with pornography negatively affecting physical, mental, and emotional health of consumers.

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